hidup =)

bismillah..

wohooh0o..

tbe2 rase nak wat blog plak after bace blog2 org..

rase mcm byk yg nak dikongsi..

the first thing is my experience in MTC PCI yesterday..

well, not all the fes year students invited to join this meeting..

and dak2 fes yer bukannye rajen sgt nak join mesyuarat2 persatuan ni... keh2

but for me, i love to know about people around me..

love to care about what's happening around me..

well, org kate suke bergaul.. yup, that's me..

thanks to kak aindah who asked for my help to be the pencatat minit mesyuarat..

even my fingers went sengal2 after writing all the time..

keep listing all the points spoken out by them.. ok la, x kesah pun..

at least jdik org penting jugak dlm meeting ni.. keh3... perasan!

rasenye kalah menyalin lecture dgn salin minit mesyuarat..

dgn abg din speaking + ckp laju nak mampus.. i gave up.. hahaha

nti kak aindah mntk la speech text dy... lg senang..

as it was my fes tyme involvg in this meeting, i was a lil bit shocked la dgn session dlm mtc ni..

sesi muhasabah nye agak hot! sgt hot kot..

with all the seniors attacking each other...

ya Allah, cuak rsenye.. cmni ke agaknye situasi dlm dewan prlimen yg org duk lawan2 mulut tu?

tp kak aindah kate, ni baru sikit.. kat luar lg truk..

ok fine, now i realized that i have to learn more about life..

n from dat meeting, i realized, being an ajkt is not easy!

ape perasaan agaknye bile orang persoalkan ape yg kite dah buat bile jdik any ajk..

why this and why dat? even small things yg sy rase x ptut dipertikaikan pun jdik besar..

fuh~ ni baru kene soal ngan manusia tntg amanah, dgn Allah? ish.. masya Allah..

in my head, timbul 1 questn.. knape la sume org berebut2 nak jwtan mase skola dlu ea?

sdgkan jwatan tu 1 amanah yg sgt besar.. ish3.. taubat2 xnak jwtn dah..

but kalo xde org nk trime tggjwb, cmne ngan dunie ni?

haish, amie ni, byk pke plak.. blaja2..

well, congrate to abg rahim n kak yani coz dpt naek taun ni..

x sie2 promotion ku.. kah3..

even x boleh vote pun still lobi abg rahim.. kuang3..

xpela, abg rahim x tau i lobbied for him pun xpe la..

kah2.. at least i've helped u wif the teratak iskandar.. kui3..

n usul teratak pun menang, hope jdik reality n benefits all of us.. insya Allah..

even susa nak terima kak nawwar n abg din di bawah, xpe.. kte still sokong =) cewah~

pesal la smngt sgt pasal perubatan ni amie? haiyaaa~

0o abg rahim, tlg la jgn wat mnde2 pelik plak lepas ni..

tlg la betul2 x garang mcm abg din.. kah3..

nti sume dak fes yer n akhawat takutt.. ahhahaa, ntah pape..

2ndly, i've made a damn hard decision in my life klmarin..

it's not easy but i've got what i wanted..

*it's not what i wanted at all! but i have to..*

xpe la amie, redha je la..

smoge menjadi budak baek ye amie.. heh!

huuhu, xnak ckp pnjg2 la..

thanks to my beloved mum yg bagi support non stop..

i love u mum for being at my side when the time is hard for me..

and kawan2 amie jeles sbb amie ade mak yg boleh kongsi cerite anak dy breakup n

give advices, make me feel calm back..

dun worry mak, amie ok je..

thanks to my dear frens for being understanding..

thanks to kamu yg memahami kehendak saye..

berkorbanlah skrg ntuk mase depanmu..

0o my dear flu n cough, please go away~

ouh, byknye nak kene bace.. byknye nak kene revise

ouh, hati ni nak kene rawat lagi..

byknye keje nak buat..

hahhaaa.. haish, sudah2 lah bermimpi...

u got a long way to go, amie..

till now, pen off!

ops, pray for me yeah~

alhamdulillah...

assalamualaikum

now, i'm trying to live with a brand new heart .. o Allah, help me purifying my feeling, accepting that he's not mine n i'm not his anymore coz i'm Yours.. (╥_╥)

amin..

sy selitkan nasihat seorg bape kepade anak lelakinye yg merupakan rkan sperjuangan saye melalui facebooknye :)

My dear son, I love you very much. Today, I’m writing about something serious. There will be a time when you are going to choose somebody to marry, to share your life with. Before you do that, please consider this piece of advice from me.Once I asked a wise man , “What advise would you give to your son, in finding a gi...rl to marry ?” The wise man said, “I told my sons, I love you very much and I want you to enter jannah (paradise). But in order to enter jannah, you will need to serve your mother, to make your mother happy, and it will be very difficult for you to do it if your wife does not help you in doing so.”

So, my dear son, today, I’m advising you the same thing and I hope you will consider this seriously. I want nothing from you except goodness. You know your mother. So, please use your wisdom in making that important decision…Well, that’s life. In building harmonious marriage, compromises and sacrifices must be offered ...by both parties – the husband and the wife. Nevertheless, everything must be put within context according to priority. Wisdom is really needed, but again wisdom is accumulated throughout the journey of life. Pick them up as you find them, and never be ashamed of seeking advise from wise people around you as you’ll never regret it. The Quran says something to the effect ..”ask from those who know on matters you know not”.

p/s: mak jangan risau, amie ok =D frust le jugak.. hehe.. amie bleh jage diri amie.. mak jgn risau ye :D

saye sayang kawan saye..

assalamualaikum..

suatu hari...

aMieE : kdg2 terase ngan kate2 org2 kat cni

aMieE : tp cube kalo dy jdik kte

aMieE : ckp sng

aMieE : nak buat susa

aMieE : tp nasib x brubah kalo kte x ubah

aMieE : aritu ade tzkrh ..

aMieE : yg buat aku tersentuh sgt

aMieE : dy ckp,, ilmu tu cahaye jgn dcmpur dgn mksiat

aMieE : mmg ade org buat mksiat bleh skor je

aMieE : tp akibat mksiat tu mgkin dtg mase krja o dlm rumah tgge

aMieE : dy ckp makin byk maksiat dlm hbgn b4 kawen, mkin x berkat rmah tgge kte

aMieE : aku tkut sgt

aMieE : seyes ly

lagi ?

aMieE : klo aku jdik ko pun aku susa

aMieE : suasane x sne x mmbntu

aMieE : laen la aku

aMieE : pnuh org alem2

aMieE : alhamdulillah

aMieE : aku juz nasihat ko

aMieE : sbb aku syg ko

aMieE : aku sdeh jugak sbb aku dlu nsht ko tp aku pun same je

aMieE : mgkin lg truk

aMieE : tp still ade chance

aMieE : Allah akan tolong

aMieE : cume ko kne buat

aMieE : kne kuatkan ati

aMieE : aku pun blum ckup kuat

aMieE : cume dlm lgkah2 je

somoge berjaye amie.. insya Allah..

i'll find the way..

aMieE : xpe,

aMieE : where there's a will, there must be a way

xxx : tol la

: kuat!!!

: yg pnting dri kne kuat

: huaaaaaaaa

aMieE : xpe la

aMieE : usaha

aMieE : kuatkan ati tu dlu ok

aMieE : keadaan kte laen..

aMieE : fktr penguat aku lebih dr ko

aMieE : sni tarbiah kuat

aMieE : lgpun blaja kt ngere org

aMieE : xnak msnahkan hrpan femli lg

aMieE : tu yg aku sng nak kuatkan ati..

aMieE : xpe la, dah dpt hdyh skit ni ok la

aMieE : hahah

xxx : emmm

: insyaAllah

: niat bek

: pe yg dpt mst lg bek an

aMieE : insya Allah

sy syg kawan saye...

aMieE : YYY ape cte ea?

xxx : huhuhu

: emmm

: ok kot

: ko x tw ke dy kapel ngn B ?

aMieE : ko ckp ape?

xxx : x trkuar pe yg aku nk ckp

: seyes sdey

: dlu memg ah aku cm cbr2 dy suro kapel

: aku cm tr kedu la

: speechless

: x tw cne

: cme mremang jek

: x ske

: adoiii

: byknye slah aku

aMieE : ko rse bsalah sbb x halang dy mcm aku halang?

xxx : aku bkn x halang

: cme trsirat jek

: huaaaaaaaa

: ta la

: tp aku de gak g tw risiko

aMieE : ko ade warning YYY psal dose?

xxx : aku x brani weyh

: aku sndri lom tntu lpas dr dose 2

: {nga cube}

: kte nk ckp orrg kte kne wat dlu

: tkot

aMieE : xpe

aMieE : jdikan pngajaran

aMieE : tp pasni

aMieE : kalo agak2 x brani nak bg nasihat

aMieE : ckp dlu kt org tu, jgn tgk pd org yg bg nasihat tp tgk pd nasihat tu

aMieE : nasihat yg kte bg tu pun ntuk mgingatkan dri kte

xxx : yep2

: tol la

: tp 2 la

: ftrah manusia

aMieE : yup

aMieE : mmg

xxx : sape nk dgr sore dr org yg wat salah

aMieE : mmg

aMieE : sme la mcm kt skola

aMieE : dak2 ni msti x nak ikut kalo aku sndri yg buat

xxx : tw xpe

: susa

aMieE : tp kalo kwn kte sndri msti dy faham

aMieE : kte buat ntuk kebaikan dy sndri

aMieE : sbb kte syg dy

aMieE : mcm aku nasihat ko

aMieE : pdhal aku wat dose lg besa

aMieE : tp aku nsht ntuk kbaikan ko

xxx : tq amie

: tq sgt2

: huaaaaaaaaa

: x tw sey

: ZZZ

: YYY

: ta la

: aku

aMieE : aku pun tpke ZZZ

aMieE : tu yg aku ckp td

aMieE : bile rase dose tu kecik, belum rse nak taubat

xxx: tol

: tp aku slalu gak ckp ngn ZZZ

: de pluang lpaskn, bek lps

: sume slh aku ah..

: aku ckp ngan dy A ni ok..

: ta la

: cnte bkn takat bute

: tp mmbutekn

: trutame ati...

kwn, saye syg awk...

sy xtaw camne nak luahkan risaunye perasaan ini..

sedeh ye, blank pun ye, takut pun ye..

was2.. sume ade..

sy bukanlah insan yg baek ntuk djadikan contoh...

sy pun buat salah.. mungkin lg truk dr awk..

tp sy x sggup awk buat dose mcm sy buat dulu..

awk, jom lah taubat.. jomlah..

sementare ade waktu ni..

sementare kite masih bernafas..

saye yakin masih ade jalan pulang.

sy yakin awk akan ckp,

"ckp sng r, cube sndri buat"

saye sdg try..

sy nak tarik awk kuar dr nerake same ngan saye..

awk, kalo awk x syg sy xpe..

tp tlg la syg diri awk tu..

tolong la nasihat sy jugak..

sy buntu..

sy perlukan nasihat tiap2 ari..

sy perlu sokongan..

kawan, sy cume nak jdik kwn yg baek ntuk awk..

kpade lelaki2, maaf kerane hasut makwe2 awk..

bukan sy nak runtuhkan n musnahkan kebagiaan awk...

sy juge sdg merobohkan kbhgiaan sy..

sy pun x suke.. tp sy nak bina kbahagiaan yg lebih kukuh suatu ari nti..

sy nak ajak makwe2 awk bine kebhagiaan yg lebih pasti..

jika dengan awk, alhamdulillah..

berdoa lah andai awk benar2 serius..

doa semoga Allah mbantu kite semue, pertemukan smule awk dan dy..

pertemukan sy dan dy juge.. amin..

maafkan sy wahai si 'dy sy' walaupun sy tau awk xnak maapkan saye..

sy terpakse...

kwn2 sy, sy mntk maap..

saya syg kawan2 sy =)

tp berubahlah demi sygkan Allah..

kerana Allah syg dan ingt pd hambanye yg syg dan ingtkan-Nya..

insya Allah, we'll find the way..

keep in faith ..

ngidam!

hahahaa..

tbe2 ktrg sebuk cte psal makan..

ni sume kak aindah punye psal la cte psal kueh lompat tikamm..

ktrg pun siap crik gmba kueh kt google n yahoo..

tem tga browse gmba kueh, ngidam la plak.. huuu

nak balek mesie!

ni skang dak2 ni sbuk nak wat soto.. hish..

wat pegedil la.. carik ayam la.. ahaha

harap korg btul2 jadik wat soto tu.. bleh tmpg sekaki.. haahaha

ops.. ni nak bace buku nak exam! till now, byee~

rindu malaysia =)

ya Allah, tbe2 je dtg rindu kt Malaysie..

huuu~

rindunye kt femli..

even ade femli besaw kat cni..

rindunye kt rumah..

even ade imarah mara yg bpak best..

rindunye kat kerete!!

sbb kt egypt byk kete.. T.T

:: trusted driver :P ::

rindunye nak masak!!

sbb dtg egypt je rse trus x pndai masak..

rindunye kt mesin jahit..

kt mansyiah byk gile brg2 jahitan... huuu~

rindunye!!!

tbe2 terbukak folder raye ..

alhamdulillah, sempat beraye kat mesie taun ni..

huuuu~

rindu akim n acit!

rindu nak maen same2..

rindu nak tgk tv sme2..

rindu nak aja adek2.. huuu~

:: akim n acit! ::

rindu femli!!

mak ayah along ila eli akim acit tam..

rase mcm dah lame x ym mak ayah..

:: sayang mak ! ::

:: sayang ayah! ::

lamenye x cakap ngan tam!! huuu~

tu la, tem kt uma malas2 lg!

huuu~

rindunye nak holiday ngan semue!!

:: rumah arwah wan n aki.. huu, rindu tam! ::

rindu kampung!rindu wan aki, mbah2 ku.. huuu~

:: syang mbah! ::

rindunye kat kawan2..

rindunye nak hang out tem year-end-sale!!

rindunye nak tgk wyg sesame!!

huuu~

:: jalan2 lawat skola ::

:: p knduri cgu n hang out! ::

walopun dah dpt adapt ngan egypt,

aku nak balek mesie jugak!!!!!!